Is it weird that in your 20's you already feels empty?
Numb?
I mean, anything that happens in your life is like, meaningless.
No matter what happen, good things or bad things, after it's already done, then that's it. No impression.
Okay, maybe there was a slight of impression (mostly over bad things), but it only last for a few hours. Or even minutes.
Sometimes I feel empty and lame. I feel like i have no purpose and no excitement in my life.
I'm surely not "that" girl. My social life stinks. But I do have a few close friends that i could talk to about my private life, but since I quit from my old university i feel like there's a gap between us. Or maybe it's just because we're all too busy with our thesis.
If you say that's because i'm not grateful, you're wrong. In fact, i say my gratitude to God every day. I always try to be thankful for what God has gave to me, and I always
say thank you to everyone who gave or did something for me.
So what's wrong with me?
Is it because of my lame life? Well, that's obvious.
What should i do?
I'm thinking of breaking my routines, but where should i begin?
I also thinking, maybe it's because i'm single. For too long. Maybe if i have a boyfriend (manfriend) then my life will be colorful.
But we shouldn't depend our happiness to someone else right?
Oh, crap!
What should i do?
:/
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