Frenemy?

"You can’t be best friends without insulting each other constantly." - Anonymous

Pretty much what we do all the time.
I think my friends knows better about me nowadays than my parents. I feel easier and more open to my friends. Don't ask why. I'm lame with explaining.

I divide my friends into a few : close friends, just friends, and barely know friends.

Where's the  best friend? I don't have. Eventhough i love my friends, we shared a lot of good and bad memories together, but i don't categorize them as my best friend. I call them my close friends.

But why? You can say that there's something with my insecurity. I do believe in them, but not 100%. If there's one thing i learned from life is never give 100% of your trust to someone. Not even your best friends. In my case, close friends. Plus, recent event that happened taught me more about trust.

Is jealousy between close (best) friends is acceptable?

We share things, times, thoughts and stories. We like the same things and sometimes, the same person. Those things often lead us into conflict that can't be avoided. And we compete. Oh yes we do. Only, its not really visible. But deep down inside, we know we do. Right?

To be the nicest, funniest, most stylish, smartest, up to date, most famous, caring, and what else?

To be best of the best. 
Somehow its in humans blood. But how do we compete with our own close (best) friends? Do we really want to cheat to our close (best) friends? It's not easy, right?

But for me, the bottom line is, i'm willing to give in as long as we're still cool*.


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